feelings and reflection become FEP students
this year was full of challenges, excitement, fear and lessons. in my reflection, i am willing to compare between Tihani at the beginning of the year and new Tihani I became.
the degree year has started with me with a mixed feelings and emotions as before this i never stay far away from my family and never became a university students because i am STPM leavers. first lesson was my explicit and direct exposure to what a university actually is. the first two weeks in uni, i was very sensitive and having a bad experience; homesick, have a fever after orientation week (MAW). but now, im getting better and try to adapt with a new environment. day by day i started to realize what am i doing in uni and why i am here.... i understood that life without ups and downs means you are dead.
some of the thing i realize is being at faculty is very good terms of dealing with different people. thus, i think having lecturers with totally different minds has a role in my social intelligence development. i learned how to deal with people even if their beliefs, thoughts and styles do not meet mine.
sometimes, i do feels like i am not as academically as i once were. i feel anxious about my grades, result and my performance. but i take it as a learning experience; i will plan things out, manage my time wisely and more.
sometimes, i questioned my self whether or not i really belong this faculty (faculty of economics & management) as this is not my first choice program but then i realize that i am belong here, and i am more capable than i may feel at times. fighting dearself. proud to be part of fep student.
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